I must say - I worked pretty hard on the other blog (thewilsonsgrowingfamily) just to have it totally disappear!!! Let's just say I wasn't a happy camper. So... here we are... disclosure upfront - if, for whatever reason, this blog disappears... well... not thinking there will be a fourth attempt!!!
The good news - I saved what I wrote... who would've thought!!! So... for those of you who were not able to view before it disappeared... here is some of my first posts mixed in with what's happening now *********
Here it is - the long awaited blog! I'm amazed I make it this far :) I can only hope everyone enjoys reading all our updates and pictures as much as I've enjoyed following my great friend Alicia's blog. Speaking of Alicia, she's the one who talked me into doing this. Alicia, Adam, Ledger, Holden and we can't forget Ki'ya are moving to Cleveland. Great opportunity for Adam but of course, they all will be missed terribly!!!! Much love sent out to the Walter's... you are always in our thoughts!!
OK - let's move on before I get teary eyed!!
Here we are - 33 weeks. It's all becoming so real now.. our life is bout to change and I think at t his phase it's a feeling of... ... ... well, I'm really not sure - scared/excited/worried/happy - all feelings combined into one about the unknown. As I'm sure all first time mom's go through (let's go with that) wondering - will I be a good parent? will I know what to do? will this motherly instinct everyone talks about come to me? Funny really... I have no doubt about Dray being a wonderful dad... the doubt comes with me. Am I cut out for this.. how will she turn out... will I be able to protect her from everything... guess we shall soon find out for it's a bit too late to turn back now!!! =)
I will admit - besides the swollen feet/ankles and the backaches - oh, and don't forget the tossing and turning throughout the night - I'm finally where I'm embracing being pregnant. It took me a long time and yes, I do wish this feeling would've come sooner - I'm glad it's here.. just knowing there's a little being inside of you - a combination of you and the man you love just really makes it all worthwhile!!
Okay - enough for this go-round. This is all new to me so be patient - I am dedicated to updating our life as much as possible... of course... let me reiterate again that if this one disappears... =)
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